10 Things To Do

Okay So. This is what I'm going to try and do.

1) Be More Patient
I will try my best to enjoy the ride despite the shitty parts. I will love the good moments for every ounce they are worth and love the bad parts for making the good parts seem so deliriously good.

2) Be More Accepting
Try to accept people and their flaws but not allowing their flaws to influence myself. Remembering that i have flaws myself and trying to hone in the worst of them and making myself more open and accessible to people without losing my stance.

3) Be Less Bitchy
Opening myself up to people of all kinds will allow me to learn from others and learn more about myself but the bitchy has got to stop in order to open up more avenues of people and therefore experiences.

4) Be Less Spoilt
Acknowledging that despite wanting everything now, that I can't always have it.

5) Do Not Allow the Past to Dictate My Future
Past reactions led to a certain consequence. So what? Change the reaction to change the consequence, winning all around. Learning from my mistakes and just acknowledging that sometimes things just go a certain way.

6) Be More focused
Decide exactly what I want and why I want it. Don't get upset about not getting something I tried to get for no reason. Know why I didn't get it, what I did wrong for that to happen and how I can prevent it from happening again.

7) Keep Checks on My emotions
Be aware when negative moods are close by and removing myself from situations that could cause self sabotage and destroy my chances of happiness when I'm out of my bad space.

8) Make More Effort
When the time calls for it, I need to give of myself in order to get back at some point. I need to not expect returns on my effort but try to return effort for those who put effort in with me. Know when to give up on the stream of effort. I need to take risks and put effort into my risks to prevent the complete certainty of failure. Don't let people dictate who I am and what I should be feeling.

9) Appreciate Beauty
Stop focusing on the bad and enjoy all the good that is out there, if there isn't any, make my own.

10) Do Not Deny My Creative
Accept that i have a creative side that needs to be expressed in some way despite not having time and emotional energy and make time to release pent up creative frustrations