3am

Wow. Fell asleep at 2am this morning after having too much stuff milling around in my head. Was then woken up at 3am by some delightful assholes waking my entire corridor up in order to get to a chick who didn't want to see them in any case. *sigh* Lovely.

Despite being seriously over-exhausted i'm going to try to remain positive today, try and focus on the few really great things i have in my life. Being in such a shit state has really made me appreciate the good things when they come.

On a similar note, i opened a folder of pictures on my computer last night by accident. The times depicted were really really good times. I missed those good times, this longing coming with a feeling that could've suffocated me. But i'm glad those times existed. I'm just quite sad that there wont be more for a very long time, if ever.