I'm kind of done holding on. My grip has slackened and i'm tired of fighting for something that i'm not quite sure is worth it. You know the saying "you can't have everything you want" is ringing true and now it's kind of got to a point that i don' really want it any more. It's sad huh? The more i fight for it the more i realise that the fight isn't completely worth fighting, now is it? And you know what, i don't even particularly feel like announcing my giving up. I mean why should i? Waste more breath on more useless rambling that will probably be presented as a last measure to try and force a move that is not wanted to be made. And i've kind of realised that i'm not the only one out there despite all the bullshit that's been presented to me from one too many sources.
And you know what kind of funny. When the realisation hits that i'm giving up, or rather that i've pretty much completely given up there is all of a sudden all this effort being presented. mmm.
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