So I thought I'd come back to my beloved venting space, my blog. However this was not such an easy process. It seems google and blogspot both hate me and decided to screw with all my account settings and confused the hell out of me. Anyway, i think i figured it out.
So it's been a while since I've felt the desire to blog which could be a good thing, or a bad thing. It probably means that I've been cruising in the zone of not quite exciting and fairly boring. It seems I get inspiration to write at either extreme. It feels like the last few weeks, however have been a crazy bouncing backwards and forwards between the two extremes and in the process I've stabilised, again, in the realm of boring. Or maybe it's just exhausted. In any case, it was recently pointed out to me that i have not expressed myself creatively in a long time. It's true. I feel no need, no desire not even a slight inkling. This coming from someone who was creative for the entire year last year, in the process of getting an education and as recreation. Now, despite the educational part not being part of it anymore, I still feel no recreational need to be creative. This isn't bothering me though, and maybe its just the signs of me changing and other priorities emerging in my life. Academic creativity has replaced writing for the sake of expression and other social aspects have taken the place of creative recreation. I've fitted neatly into the space I desired to be in at the end of last year and my creativity has been a causualty.
Perhaps I shall return more often to my blog as a momentary creative release, connection to recreational writing or just (as it has been in the past) to vent or muse.
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