Apathy

Apathy has washed over me like a plague. I don't know whether it's worse to not feel or care at all or to be so pained by what you're feeling that it's mostly unbearable. Maybe it's just a sign that i'm okay. That the mechanisms have kicked in and that things are fine. That i'm fine without anyone. That i'm fine without specific people. And that not caring about that is cool too. Wonder how long it will last, it's nice.