Goo Goo Dolls

I'm enjoying Goo Goo Dolls at the moment. Yeah, it's a bit sad but it's gotten me into a retrospective yet more positive than negative mood.
Things are pretty much the same. Chaos on all fronts. You know, same shit different day. Trying to decide what i'm going to do next year and if what i want to do is feasible. Not really looking forward to telling everyone what i want to do, though. At Stellenbosch that is. They frown so badly upon those who change their minds, move or fuck up. I suppose i've done all of those or will do all of those and their frown will be one massive angry groove. But i'm not doing anything for them, i'd doing this for me. In fact i haven't really made any meaningful friendships within the group of people that i study with. I don't know if i ever could.
I do feel vaguely bad about leaving Jenny to her own devices, however it doesn't seem like she will ever really be on her own with her shit boyfriend hanging on for dear life. Durbanville isn't do far, she can come visit me.
I suppose i'm just a bit weary about making a final decision that i cannot change, especially if i'm not happy or happier in that situation either.

Oh well.